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Sorcerer's Orphans

by Cicada

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1.
Lose 04:42
you stand still in the rain and I hope and I pray that you don't feel like I do like I do do you feel the cold water soak underneath your hair and do you feel the way our lives are ending before our eyes and I hope and I pray that you don't feel like I do like I do oh, the angry man can kick his dog and the mother can have patience the holy man can understand what the child already knows but here I am trying to love when I know I'll lose you all I will lose you all like a madman screaming your name death comes knocking in the middle of a sunny day when you want to close your eyes you're forced to gaze upon eternity and I can only hope that you're right here with me you're right here with me It makes me sick to hear myself bitching and moaning and pushing you away acting like I have a choice as if the things I do create my world I should be glad that I don't have to choose I don't have to choose when your heart breaks in two it's up to you which half you're gonna use which half you're gonna use
2.
Fortress 04:54
I know you have a well of sadness within you I want to repair the tear that is in you but building bridges is a messy job I fear I will lose you in the thickening fog break my heart and build yourself a fortress to keep out the terror if you never need me you are my reverie I'd empty myself if I knew it would fill you I wanted you then and you know that I still do almost feels right to be without you now I want to love you but I don't know how I don't know how break my heart and build yourself a fortress to keep out the terror if you never need me you ease my jealousy has your part in my movie been purposeless? or will I have a chance to study the surface of your arms bent in sleep next to me? will I convince you that you can trust me? you can trust me break my heart and build yourself a fortress to keep out the terror if you never need me you are my destiny
3.
Spider Song 04:58
what's the use of thinking about anything at all if when you turn around there's a spider on the wall saying I am the only true one and I cannot be denied out of refuse you've made barriers behind which you try to hide all the things deep inside you that will never have a name and the ones all around you of which you are the same what's the use of having eyes with which to see if you're gonna listen to the ones who don't believe oh they say that your weakness will overcome your love and they say that you're dreaming but that soon you will wake up but I say you're alive as you're ever gonna be and if you don't believe me, you just wait and see what's all the fuss? where are the meek and the weary and when will they rise up? when will they rise up? here I sit beneath this bridge as the freeway roars above and I can feel the poison as it seeps into my lungs well I tell you I ain't been here long but I think I've had enough of smoothing out my clothes when I inside I still feel rough and the only solace that we have is an understanding touch and if you tell me what you believe then I will take your hand 'cause here you are and here I am and none of this was planned what's the use of trying to change anything at all if when you turn around there's that spider on the wall saying you are the devil's plaything and you haven't got a chance oh you think you are so erudite but you're here by happenstance and just like the snakes and the birds of prey you were put upon this earth pain will test you, love will break you and time will tell your worth
4.
Squeeze 04:24
please release me won't you teach me how to be good? I'll do what I should and I won't forget you crowded cities, empty plains they call my name, they call my name but I remain the same someday I'll breathe and it will be easy but today it's a squeeze questions will be answered, lights will turn on but today I am wrong I am wrong please tell me a story with a middle and a beginning and please let there be, let there be no ending and I will believe you sometimes I get so tired standing on the wire so careful let me be, let me live recklessly and I'll never blame you no one ever told me exactly who I should be but I know, yes I know and I'm the only one who knows and I won't forget it
5.
Dust 04:15
some days the weight of time bears down upon me and I can't find my place some days I remember the truth that I'll live forever in your love the harder I try to stand on my feet I feel like I am stepping on my heart I cannot forgive myself for what I share with the people who I don't believe are there the games that we play the things that I say all turn to dust when you hold me in your arms watching my youth slip away one more hour, one more day watching the weight of the world crushing you knowing there's nothing I can do no one, no one, no one will ever know if I've done what I came here to do tables turn and love it fades but that doesn't mean that I don't love you why can't I tell you the truth? I think that you would understand what it means to be alive knowing it's all gonna end I don't want to be paralyzed, I don't want to pretend I wanna feel, I wanna be real want to you know I'm your friend
6.
Changeling 04:51
changeling, why do you look so strange? I know you're not a puzzle piece, a cog in the machine you're free and it scares me changeling, when you talk to me the smoke is cleared out of my eyes and I peer behind the paper screen it shines and I know it's mine you can't say what makes you this way you don't understand my words but I'd give everything I have to live among your kind so change me into one I want to be it's been too long on the outside looking in from behind the screen
7.
21st Century 05:07
I opened my eyes this morning to the sun but it took me a while to remember where I was in the middle of a city in the 21st century if this is where I am then this is where I'm supposed to be can you measure happiness, how can you measure faith? do you know who I am, do you recognize my face? when everyone around me is hanging by a string and everyone pretends, but no one knows anything oh, if I knew then I would tell you oh, if you'd let me I would take you oh, no one knows the truth but we'll die for it just the same earthbound now but not for long, so touch me while you can never let me scare you, just be my loving man though years and days and hours will swallow up our love and we'll be left with nothing but the stars in the sky above I would have you think that my intentions are pure that I'm searching for the magic key to open up the door but I truly find no meaning in a law laid down by man and I all I really want is just to hold your hand I'm waiting for the day when I find some other way but for now I'll go on loving you 'cause it's the only thing I can do it's the only thing I can do
8.
Man Power 04:43
you think I care what you have to say you think it's your job to show me the way but I ain't got time for an insecure child please move along, you're in my way man power stops me in my tracks man power pulls in from my grasp it's time to sing a different tune you build it up, we'll burn it down this is no place for your kind of town man power puts me in my place man power rubs it in my face it's time to sing a different tune man power puts me in my place man power it's gonna be erased it's time to sing a different tune
9.
Shrug It Off 06:14
when I think about the times I thought that I was right I thought I knew a thing or two and that everything was fine I was just a child then, deluded to the core the things that I knew then, I don't know them anymore it's better to have loved and lost than to never have loved at all but should a woman spend her life at his beck and call when you gamble with your freedom zero is the score the things that I knew then, I don't know them anymore the radio it tells me you can't trust a desperate man you must protect your freedom, you gotta get it while and that's the way it has to be; some have less and some have more the things they told me then, I won't listen anymore don't let no one tell you this ain't the time to be brave there's a way to treat each other, there's a way to behave and the ones on top are terrified that we'll break down the wall the ones I am supposed to trust, I don't trust them at all everyone's a critic, everyone's got their ideas everyone's an actor, looking for lines to steal it's too much, there's too many you gotta realize you don't need any and the weight of the world won't leave your shoulders 'till you shrug it off all is fair in love and war and also at the bank if you ain't got the money you only got yourself to thank and the powerful names play the same old games because they're tried and true the things that I know now, I wish I never knew if we can't learn to recognize a human when we see one if we go on to demonize those we place beneath us we walk into a trap designed to divide us more the things that I knew then, I don't know them any more
10.
I want to keep it for myself (for myself) don't want to give it to nobody else (nobody else) when we go walking I always get lost you got me talking and you say I'm the boss you say I'm the boss I am what I am, metamorphosis I want to keep it for myself (for myself) don't want to give it to nobody else (nobody else) when I feel beautiful I want to be seen I need to be punished when I'm being mean when I'm being mean I am what I am, metamorphosis

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released July 19, 2019

Roxy LeBlanc -guitars, vocals
Bayley Crow -bass, keyboards, vocals
Hannah Schaeffer -drums

recorded, mixed and engineered by Shane Avrard at Upstairs Studio
mastered by Jay Plot
album artwork by Martin Trese
all songs by Cicada

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Cicada New Orleans, Louisiana

Cicada is
Bayley Crow-bass and vocals,
Hannah Schaeffer-drums
and Roxy LeBlanc-guitar and vocals

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